i'm 4 days late but life had taken me on a fun but tiring ride. every year it seems i enjoy my birthday less and less. some one told my that once you pass your 21 birthdays ,they seem to because less fun, they seem to be right. the friends that i once held so close and love so dearly in high schools, have moved on with their lives. they have boyfriends and girlfriends, jobs and school. and some seem to have dropped of the face of the earth all together. and being the shadow i may i question if they even remember that i ever way.

even know i have new friends that are just as fun, their just something about the old friends that shared the hardships of growing up. i miss the boot rides on the Cody Joe in the bog, we never made it back clean. the fake sword fighting, and the bike rides.

but it saddens me to think the friends i making in college. will leave in time and go on with their lives too.

in the end i will have nothing but the art that is born of me heart, the sweet angels of life, the demons of bones and metal. and the stories told by the countless voices that i have given life to. will be to only friends that will stay with me forever. and it will be them that i will be remember for ...

so Happy Birthday to me and its time for cake and ice cream.